Gone Fishin'!!!

Why is it that a slump always comes when you have the most shit going on?!? Anytime I have time on my hands, everything in life is so simple and sweet and nobody needs/wants me. But the second a professor is like you have an exam coming up... then all of a sudden everyone and everything in life becomes a needy child. Dale do this, Dale don't do that, Dale can you do me a favor, Dale will you come over and mow my grass, Dale can I borrow your car, Dale will you rub my feet??? Well for once in my life, I'm unavailable. I'm always the one that people call when they need something, but not now. I have never had a selfish phase in life. I think it is partly due to the fact that Dwayne (my lil brother) was born 13 months after me. So growing up, I always had to look out for him and take care of him. So naturally I care for people. I hear that it is one of my best qualities, but I don't care right. I have several voicemail on my phone right now, but I'm not going to check them... LOL! Sounds cold, and yes it is kind of difficult for me grasp being that I am me. But nope... Until May 1st I'm not going to really go out of my way to make anyone feel better or cater to them. No one really ever stops to think about me. I'm always the considerate person. I could name like a million things that I have done for my friends, family, etc. But honestly, there aren't that many selfless people in my life (exception of my mother). So... yeah.... Adios!


P.S. I will continue to blog during this fishing trip, because this shit is kind of therapeutic!

P.S.S. I will accept acts of selfless-ness, but I won't be holding my breath for them!